Why can't life be simpler.
Be Back Soon
posted on Friday, August 06, 2010
posted on Wednesday, August 04, 2010
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Around the time of a year ago, I was struggling/suffering. Now here I am, unsure of whats gonna happen. I dont want to suffer for a month plus before everything/anything gets back on track.
Around the time of a year ago, I was struggling/suffering. Now here I am, unsure of whats gonna happen. I dont want to suffer for a month plus before everything/anything gets back on track.
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Hello I've so many things to ask you to tell you. Sorry I missed your call today ):
Tick Tock, its Wednesday already, I realised when ure not around I'd want to stay up to see the time past, at least I know its passing.
I thought I would set a record for not stepping out of home for a week but there the job thing and my tuition. At least at the job I'll meet some of the girls.
Hello I've so many things to ask you to tell you. Sorry I missed your call today ):
Tick Tock, its Wednesday already, I realised when ure not around I'd want to stay up to see the time past, at least I know its passing.
I thought I would set a record for not stepping out of home for a week but there the job thing and my tuition. At least at the job I'll meet some of the girls.
This is the best feeling
posted on Monday, August 02, 2010
I'm home :)
Time for my paddle and I to take a break.
Shall hit the sack. Goodnight world, goodmorning dreams.
Time for my paddle and I to take a break.
Shall hit the sack. Goodnight world, goodmorning dreams.
posted on Monday, July 19, 2010
And I got bored doing nothing at home. Streaming videos, page-hopping on facebook and tweeting. I love the mac, its semi mine now since Im the one using it half the time. Spells boredom man, I cant wait to fly! Macau here I come. :D I have tons of things to buy. Shopping this week. yes. :)
watching himym kinda bored by it already though its funny, u will know the woman he met is not the wife? since im only at season one? but beats doing nothing.
watching himym kinda bored by it already though its funny, u will know the woman he met is not the wife? since im only at season one? but beats doing nothing.
whats the craziest thing you've done lately
posted on Friday, June 04, 2010
I bought a tee! HAHAHA when I'm so poor and jobless. It has been so long I went shopping ): I need to get my job back so that I can shop every week!
Today, I found delight picking the nicestest, uniquestest tie dye :D
I haven been doing what I'm supposed to do, to think back gives me stress. HAHAHA, sighh. Double training tomorrow, saturday! YAY, welcomes the PA people. Weekends=my kiaoka days.
STEEEEEAMBOAT! slurppps :D heee.
Today, I found delight picking the nicestest, uniquestest tie dye :D
I haven been doing what I'm supposed to do, to think back gives me stress. HAHAHA, sighh. Double training tomorrow, saturday! YAY, welcomes the PA people. Weekends=my kiaoka days.
STEEEEEAMBOAT! slurppps :D heee.
posted on Wednesday, May 05, 2010
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I can't wait for this semester to end. Not Just academic sem cause it's finally ending after tomorrow. But just this half of the year. Can't wait for this PM to be over so that I can step down and the main reason, I can't wait for the WHOLE appointment holders to change. The system which I detest needs to be change, we need new faces for a change. For the better or for the worse. I hope there won't be an re runs of any appt holders, and I'm not just refering to myself. Better not.
I can't wait for this semester to end. Not Just academic sem cause it's finally ending after tomorrow. But just this half of the year. Can't wait for this PM to be over so that I can step down and the main reason, I can't wait for the WHOLE appointment holders to change. The system which I detest needs to be change, we need new faces for a change. For the better or for the worse. I hope there won't be an re runs of any appt holders, and I'm not just refering to myself. Better not.
Oh oh what are you waiting for
posted on Tuesday, April 27, 2010
3 papers down, 3 more to go. Spanish paper was a disaster. Level 2 is so hard, its like expecting us to be half-spanish or something. ): And I was still hoping that it would pull up my gpa, looking at how I fared last semester, this semester I think it will pull down my grades! D: Other than that, the toughest mod, that is thermodynamics, is next. All the symbols and formulaes and graphs and diagrams and not to forget the tables and charts. OMG. I hope this mod will not screw me. And its back to back with fluids, another killer mod. ): Then after that, I can finally go homeeee.
And my sneezing fits is back T.T
And my sneezing fits is back T.T
I dont know what's right and what's real anymore
posted on Wednesday, April 21, 2010
This is not the right time. My head is splitting.
Boooo yet another stay home weekend
posted on Sunday, April 11, 2010
Zzz.. Empty words..
They call me freedom, just like a waving flag
posted on Saturday, April 10, 2010
Youtube is not working with blogger. I'm so sad, I cant post the videos directly nowwww. ):
To the AWWWWWWWwesomestestestb, THANK YOUVVVVMUCH! For going a long way(literally)for meee :D :D :D
To the AWWWWWWWwesomestestestb, THANK YOUVVVVMUCH! For going a long way(literally)for meee :D :D :D
posted on Wednesday, April 07, 2010
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For the first time in my life, I'm actually looking forward to every after-meals, which is when I can take my medicines. It means I'm a step closer to getting well. I hate being sick. Especially my cough. This time it sucks so bad. One flight of stair and my breathing gets heavy and loud. I feel like I'm having asthma 24/7 just yet to give me a sudden attack. Doctor says I'm on strong antibiotics but I'm still not getting better, maybe I'm too impatient, maybe I'm too immune to the multiple antibiotics I've taken for my cough over the past 4 years. D:
I need a new pair of lungs.
For the first time in my life, I'm actually looking forward to every after-meals, which is when I can take my medicines. It means I'm a step closer to getting well. I hate being sick. Especially my cough. This time it sucks so bad. One flight of stair and my breathing gets heavy and loud. I feel like I'm having asthma 24/7 just yet to give me a sudden attack. Doctor says I'm on strong antibiotics but I'm still not getting better, maybe I'm too impatient, maybe I'm too immune to the multiple antibiotics I've taken for my cough over the past 4 years. D:
I need a new pair of lungs.
the warren harding error
posted on Tuesday, April 06, 2010
Haven been blogging in a while! Time flies, MR is over, all tests are over and I have 2 weeks to exams. ): Over the long weekend, had a picnic with the babies, went to trainings with my failing lungs, caught When In Rome, ate my first macaroon, tasted squid ink pasta for the first time, window-shopped and did alot of stuff other than studying. And I went for my test on Monday unprepared. HAHA. But I got a good news! I saw an A+ that I haven seen for agesss. And yay, I got A+ for my thermo quiz! :D The best morale boost to kick off this mugging period! :)) But the medication I'm taking is screwing me. I feel so tired and so hungry, maybe its not the meds but I'm blaming it on them. Skipped my morning class today, intend to study in one corner in the library but I'm getting sleepy after having to stand the whole journey here.
Anyway, I'm reading a book recently called 'Blink' and it makes me feel so intellectual. So apparently if u tried to describe a Professor, think of all the characteristics of them and someone else does it for a Hooligan. Both brains will unconsciously be influenced into different states. Both experiment candidates were given questionaires and the former was able to answer more questions! Conclusion is think about all the smart stuff and you will unconsciously becomes smart. Great. I dont need anymore ginko pills. I need to learn how to use my super brain.
I'm really hungry though I had a slice of cake this morning. I need to start telling myself I'm not hungry, I'm not hungry, I'm not hungry... This book doesnt teach people to brainwash themselves btw. ITS THE POWER OF BRAIN! THE POWER OF THINKING WITHOUT THINKING! Need to keep myself awake too! ARGH.
Anyway, I'm reading a book recently called 'Blink' and it makes me feel so intellectual. So apparently if u tried to describe a Professor, think of all the characteristics of them and someone else does it for a Hooligan. Both brains will unconsciously be influenced into different states. Both experiment candidates were given questionaires and the former was able to answer more questions! Conclusion is think about all the smart stuff and you will unconsciously becomes smart. Great. I dont need anymore ginko pills. I need to learn how to use my super brain.
I'm really hungry though I had a slice of cake this morning. I need to start telling myself I'm not hungry, I'm not hungry, I'm not hungry... This book doesnt teach people to brainwash themselves btw. ITS THE POWER OF BRAIN! THE POWER OF THINKING WITHOUT THINKING! Need to keep myself awake too! ARGH.
Read this and comprehend for fucking god sake.
posted on Monday, March 29, 2010
I need people who know when to stop pushing my limits. Because my patience is being tested. I am soo muthafucking serious. Because enough is enough, what else can it be.
Alejandro
posted on Friday, March 19, 2010
LOVE THIS. :D
So many things to do these days, lab report, tech comm report + OP, EID biz plan and piles of tutorials which I cant get myself to start.
Now, I'm having flu. Terrible nose block ):
posted on Wednesday, March 17, 2010
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Sometimes life gets a little bit fucked up. My laptop just crashed, sort of
and things are pissing me off. I really hate working with you. I'm always biased, always angsty. I see more unkind words coming out from me in near future. I'm tired. I don't like the way you are, period.
Sometimes life gets a little bit fucked up. My laptop just crashed, sort of
and things are pissing me off. I really hate working with you. I'm always biased, always angsty. I see more unkind words coming out from me in near future. I'm tired. I don't like the way you are, period.
posted on Saturday, March 06, 2010
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Haven posted in ages. Seemed to have lost the momentum to blog. With so many things happening, I'm just too lazy to put them down in words. Recess week ending in one and my last day of recess will probably be another shagged out day because of training. And maybe I'll consider starting to study. One week just flew past. Damnit. MR is coming. 12men crew is tiring. I cannot believe we complete 800m for june race. I'm tired, very tired. I need a break! Other than the 8 hours of sleep I'm gg to get if I sleep now. ): But when ure a rower, there's no such thing as breaks. HATESIT. Okay off to bed. 8 hours of sleeep. :)
Haven posted in ages. Seemed to have lost the momentum to blog. With so many things happening, I'm just too lazy to put them down in words. Recess week ending in one and my last day of recess will probably be another shagged out day because of training. And maybe I'll consider starting to study. One week just flew past. Damnit. MR is coming. 12men crew is tiring. I cannot believe we complete 800m for june race. I'm tired, very tired. I need a break! Other than the 8 hours of sleep I'm gg to get if I sleep now. ): But when ure a rower, there's no such thing as breaks. HATESIT. Okay off to bed. 8 hours of sleeep. :)
TGIRW
posted on Thursday, February 25, 2010
It says Thank God Its Recess Week. Can't wait for it to come. Other than having 4 CAs down by then. I can finally replenish my sleep. Had been dragging myself out of bed everyday D: and will have more
time for movies and outings and pillow talks! Though RW is meant for studying. 2001 quiz later and 2002 tml. Fml
I haven start on 2002 yet. Evaluation later, gives me the ptss. Good luck everyone.
time for movies and outings and pillow talks! Though RW is meant for studying. 2001 quiz later and 2002 tml. Fml
I haven start on 2002 yet. Evaluation later, gives me the ptss. Good luck everyone.
you dont know me
posted on Monday, February 22, 2010
One thing I hate the most, is to be judged. When people assume they know me and lay defining statements on me.
I've got a fucking noisy neighbour upstairs playing horrible tunes on the piano. wtf.
I've got a fucking noisy neighbour upstairs playing horrible tunes on the piano. wtf.
That thought of yours kills me
posted on Saturday, February 20, 2010
Wriggling baits still give me goosebumps. I imagine I accidentally flick them on myself. O.O UGH. Sorry for being a wimp. HAHAHA. Love the prawns, love the stroll, love the time well spent. Though its short but its better than nothing right! TGIF.
I'm sneezing and I feel drowsy, like I'm on flu medication. But I'm not. The tingling sensation in my nose keeps coming. GOD, I just sneezed twice. Anyway, steamboat plus bbq grill tonight. Fantastic, I cant wait :D
I've lost weight! Though I wasnt on any diet, yay.
I'm sneezing and I feel drowsy, like I'm on flu medication. But I'm not. The tingling sensation in my nose keeps coming. GOD, I just sneezed twice. Anyway, steamboat plus bbq grill tonight. Fantastic, I cant wait :D
I've lost weight! Though I wasnt on any diet, yay.
We'll run till we're strong enough to jump
posted on Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Evaluating soon. I'm chua sai-ing already. 10,10,10,10,10. I better chant myself to sleep.
Finger hurts. 4 tests next week. Heaps of tutorials. Life sucks. New year still need to think about school work. D:
Thats it for now.
The only email I love :D wheeee~
Finger hurts. 4 tests next week. Heaps of tutorials. Life sucks. New year still need to think about school work. D:
Thats it for now.
The only email I love :D wheeee~
Lips or salmon?
posted on Monday, February 15, 2010
Sam's party was great. Had food and booze. Naisss:) except for something which really pisses me off till now. And again I questioned myself why am I still so dumb to trust her again. Not like I've not learnt my lesson. And I really hate it. It's gets frustrating. The thing is I really don't want to work with you anymore, it just makes me see more of ur ugly side. URGH.
Other than that, training the next day was alright for me except that I kept yawning. But I don't think I was anywhere far from my usual standards so don't give me the fucking expression like what I did was wrong. I dint devote my whole self to this sport. At least not now. So give me some bloody breathing space. Because I pulled my weight even with a hangover so fking give me a break already. Ppl like you make me question why am I doing this for. And ya ya ya, I'm a fking vc who's always late, gets drunk the night before training, makes empty promises and yada yada. If ure not happy I'll gladly step down. Fucking pissed at the world.
Mood swings. Because I dint have my dose of Happy Pill :(. Gotta chill. But ihatecny.
Mybmmmmm.
I'M EXCITED.
Other than that, training the next day was alright for me except that I kept yawning. But I don't think I was anywhere far from my usual standards so don't give me the fucking expression like what I did was wrong. I dint devote my whole self to this sport. At least not now. So give me some bloody breathing space. Because I pulled my weight even with a hangover so fking give me a break already. Ppl like you make me question why am I doing this for. And ya ya ya, I'm a fking vc who's always late, gets drunk the night before training, makes empty promises and yada yada. If ure not happy I'll gladly step down. Fucking pissed at the world.
Mood swings. Because I dint have my dose of Happy Pill :(. Gotta chill. But ihatecny.
Mybmmmmm.
:))
posted on Monday, February 08, 2010
I'M EXCITED.
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60 new notifications spam in my mailbox from people chatting in facebook over the same thing, from the same few people just because I'm tagged and I'm not even interested in looking at them. What a badly structured sentence, in short, time to get over it already. I'm tired like shit but I had to clear my mailbox. Went to Sentosa for SnS today. I'm guessing tml I will have a pretty bad kp session from my coursemates for not appearing and doing what I have to do. I'm getting used to it actually. I really dont want to live for others anymore. Because I hate it. This friday is going to be a blast, dont really care whats going to happen the next day. I really dont give a damn now. So sick of this kind of routine I have to put myself through. Life's short, there are many things I have yet to try, learn and experience, so why limit ourselves.
60 new notifications spam in my mailbox from people chatting in facebook over the same thing, from the same few people just because I'm tagged and I'm not even interested in looking at them. What a badly structured sentence, in short, time to get over it already. I'm tired like shit but I had to clear my mailbox. Went to Sentosa for SnS today. I'm guessing tml I will have a pretty bad kp session from my coursemates for not appearing and doing what I have to do. I'm getting used to it actually. I really dont want to live for others anymore. Because I hate it. This friday is going to be a blast, dont really care whats going to happen the next day. I really dont give a damn now. So sick of this kind of routine I have to put myself through. Life's short, there are many things I have yet to try, learn and experience, so why limit ourselves.
all we ever do is goodbye
posted on Saturday, February 06, 2010
I had my lunch and concussed on the couch till dinner time D: Trainings deprive me of sleep, energy and alot of other things. Now that I'm wide awake, I will most probably not sleep that early and tomorrow will be another cycle of lack of sleep. Ahhh, trainings...
And my left palm hurts. It has been a week plus. It feels like a big bruise that doesnt seem to go away.
1 more day to go! :))
mylcb ):
And my left palm hurts. It has been a week plus. It feels like a big bruise that doesnt seem to go away.
1 more day to go! :))
mylcb ):
posted on Thursday, February 04, 2010
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School is getting fucking depressing. Everyday/everyone in school makes me feel dumb. I really hate doing what I'm not good at. Truth is, there's nothing much that I'm good at anyway. So I can just forget about it. Feels like shitxzxs. FML.
And you're not there.
School is getting fucking depressing. Everyday/everyone in school makes me feel dumb. I really hate doing what I'm not good at. Truth is, there's nothing much that I'm good at anyway. So I can just forget about it. Feels like shitxzxs. FML.
And you're not there.
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No mood to studehhh. ): Tons of work to do. EID is so annoying now. When I'm at home, I stay up doing nothing, when I'm in hall, I concussed way too early. I'm not cut out to be an engineering student. Need new hobbies, life's too dull. Sighs.
No mood to studehhh. ): Tons of work to do. EID is so annoying now. When I'm at home, I stay up doing nothing, when I'm in hall, I concussed way too early. I'm not cut out to be an engineering student. Need new hobbies, life's too dull. Sighs.
love is when you want to kiss and you get bit
posted on Monday, February 01, 2010
I hate losing the rhythm when I just settle down to start studying. Fucking internet. So screwed. Fucking detect my laptop please. And thermo sucks balls too. I cant do a single shit question. So much for trying so hard to keep up with my studies; waking up for all lectures 0830 five days a weekillme, staying awake even when I'm tired as hell. And I still cant make it past a fucking tutorial one. I'm really fucking tired of how my life is. Studying a course I absolutely dread, training and rowing like a fucking zombie. I have no life. I've been thinking abit too much lately, thinking of my future, of school, of training. Maybe db is no longer my coolsport.
Self help book plus a stick or two sounds good. FML la. ARGHGHGHGHGH.
Self help book plus a stick or two sounds good. FML la. ARGHGHGHGHGH.
Tell me how can I not wonder.
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Brrr I don't know what will happen and I'm actually scared and not looking fwd to it anymore. Had been in such awkward situations too many times that I already foresee what might happen. Sighs. I'm tired weekend burnt out from all the birthday parties, I need a break.
Keppel Bay was starry tonight.
I wish I could read your mind.
Keppel Bay was starry tonight.
I wish I could read your mind.
One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind
posted on Thursday, January 28, 2010
Really dont like thursdays. So packed. Long day. And empty. D: myab!
Family dinner at the Soup Restaurant. Very full :D And I've proven myself to be a real fan tong. Everyone else shared rice, I had one bowl to myself. Ahh Nom nom nom :B I'm sleepy already but I have tutorials D:
Family dinner at the Soup Restaurant. Very full :D And I've proven myself to be a real fan tong. Everyone else shared rice, I had one bowl to myself. Ahh Nom nom nom :B I'm sleepy already but I have tutorials D:
there's nothing like you and I
posted on Sunday, January 24, 2010
I DONT LIKE MY MOOD SWINGS.
It's like I'm feeling pissy over anything and everything. I need to control my temper ):
imsb,mmbhfmty!
It's like I'm feeling pissy over anything and everything. I need to control my temper ):
imsb,mmbhfmty!
The restless heart, the Promised Land
posted on Saturday, January 23, 2010
Sunburnt TTM. So red, skin so raw. Blame that ungodly training time.
If I had to, I'd fight for the best for my team and not for the best for myself.
If I cant even do that, I rather I dont have that ability to do so. I'm not there to just do your shitjobs.
Sometimes I get tired, tired of having to many things bothering me. I just want to take the back seat sometimes and not be bothered. I dont want to see or know the ugly side. I just want to be a rower with no responsibilities. Dont tell us we are a family, show us that we are. When was anyone given the rights without having to go through a guilt trip. I'm not doing good enough but I'm sick of trying. Trying so hard to be spontaneous, to be worker. Truth is I'm a bummer and I enjoyed being one. I wanted to chuck all responsibilities aside today so badly and just do what I want to do. I'm waiting for this sem to end, just hoping I wont quit on the team before it ends.
Another day of training tomorrow. Life gets a little boring. Its just school and training. Many 21st parties next weekend.
I've always been a dreamer,
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I'm coming down,
Wont you be my solid ground
lmbttm :D
I dont like thursdays.
Cause our timetables are so perfectly unmatched D:
See you in 6325435475433 hours.
If I had to, I'd fight for the best for my team and not for the best for myself.
If I cant even do that, I rather I dont have that ability to do so. I'm not there to just do your shitjobs.
Sometimes I get tired, tired of having to many things bothering me. I just want to take the back seat sometimes and not be bothered. I dont want to see or know the ugly side. I just want to be a rower with no responsibilities. Dont tell us we are a family, show us that we are. When was anyone given the rights without having to go through a guilt trip. I'm not doing good enough but I'm sick of trying. Trying so hard to be spontaneous, to be worker. Truth is I'm a bummer and I enjoyed being one. I wanted to chuck all responsibilities aside today so badly and just do what I want to do. I'm waiting for this sem to end, just hoping I wont quit on the team before it ends.
Another day of training tomorrow. Life gets a little boring. Its just school and training. Many 21st parties next weekend.
I've always been a dreamer,
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I'm coming down,
Wont you be my solid ground
lmbttm :D
I'll be your float
posted on Wednesday, January 20, 2010
I dont like thursdays.
Cause our timetables are so perfectly unmatched D:
See you in 6325435475433 hours.
Riverside, let's go!
posted on Monday, January 18, 2010
And the weekend is over that soon:( had been rowing nuaing and rowing nuaing:)) caught The Blind Side after lunch today. It was a really nice movie so I'm satisfied! Walked around and ta Baird dinner to Keppel Bay to eat, nua and htht :D I love the apartments and the yachtss there! Omg I want to be that filthy rich too, go inside the yacht and watch tv! Anw that place was freezing because of the land breeze. Tsk I was chattering already. So now I'm home not feeling that well :( but I had a great time! :B
School tml. T.T
School tml. T.T
I believe in you like a virgin you're Madonna
posted on Saturday, January 16, 2010
First week of school passed and I'm already dreading monday to come. Cause it means more lectures to attend, more tutorials to do, more things to memorize, more stress and less time to play. Bad for health.
So tired already, nuaed the whole afternoon/evening at tcc, spending close to 4 hours sitting there. Bitching overload. :D So I dint study. ): Like alot of things I haven finish doing but I just keep procrastinating. Tsk. Hate it.
My flu is so terrible. I cant stop sneezing. ):
So tired already, nuaed the whole afternoon/evening at tcc, spending close to 4 hours sitting there. Bitching overload. :D So I dint study. ): Like alot of things I haven finish doing but I just keep procrastinating. Tsk. Hate it.
My flu is so terrible. I cant stop sneezing. ):
I put my money where my mouth is
posted on Monday, January 11, 2010
I had a great steamboat dinner with my family last night! Plus the superb grill. :D Steamboat at my place next time!
First day of school was alright. I survived. What can I say. More days to come, more 830 classes to come, more classes into late evenings to come. I will survive! :) Anw the aircon in hall is so shiok! So cold and makes the room so comfy that I dont want to leave! Dozed off within minutes. Should be moving in tomorrow! :)
First day of school was alright. I survived. What can I say. More days to come, more 830 classes to come, more classes into late evenings to come. I will survive! :) Anw the aircon in hall is so shiok! So cold and makes the room so comfy that I dont want to leave! Dozed off within minutes. Should be moving in tomorrow! :)
you know I'm such a fool for you
posted on Saturday, January 09, 2010
Training was alright today, just that I'm very sleepy. And no more sleep ins from now on. 5 days of 0830 lessons. And weekends have to wake up as early for trainings ): Life sucks, I cant wait for the next public holiday.
But it was fun today. Places-hopped for the whole afternoon :DD
I have many many secrets/woes. LOL
mysmalltwin :)
But it was fun today. Places-hopped for the whole afternoon :DD
I have many many secrets/woes. LOL
mysmalltwin :)
posted on Friday, January 01, 2010
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Need to start packing my study table and kickstart my first ever chaomugging semester. Cause this sucks and I will not let this happen again. Fucking GPA 5. Here I come. Nb. RAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRR I AM NOT GOING TO GRADUATE WITH NO FUCKING HONORS.
Need to start packing my study table and kickstart my first ever chaomugging semester. Cause this sucks and I will not let this happen again. Fucking GPA 5. Here I come. Nb. RAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRR I AM NOT GOING TO GRADUATE WITH NO FUCKING HONORS.
waking up with you everyday is june
posted on Thursday, December 31, 2009
Less than an hour to the year 2010. Marks the start of becoming slaves to books once again. D: Spending my newyear's eve at home ): but I had quite a good nye's eve spent at Supperclub, the not so awesome freeflow but awesome free drinks we got from sandra's friend :D Dont even know what time we left the place, only know that the lights came on around 3 plus and I was exhausted.
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Now its one hour into 2010. And I saw fireworks from my living room. Singtel network was jammed. I'm awake.
Oh sentosa the other day was fun, checked out the Shack which was pretty much the ideal chillout place I would never get sick of. The sea, the sand and the beer.
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Now its one hour into 2010. And I saw fireworks from my living room. Singtel network was jammed. I'm awake.
Oh sentosa the other day was fun, checked out the Shack which was pretty much the ideal chillout place I would never get sick of. The sea, the sand and the beer.
Praying for love in a lap dance
posted on Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Sent Crystal off at the airport bright and early this morning. Breakfast + nuaed before heading home for lunch and nap. And I was out to meet the people I havent met in a long time :) And Ruffles which was a pup when I last saw him had grown into the most normal looking/adorable toypoodle. His face is just strangely human-liked. So scary to think of it. HAHA. Okay I'm tired. I didnt want to wet my hair and I did. Now I have to blow them dry. Fucking sleepy already ):
Sentosa tomorrow! Ignore love in a lapdance, pray for super good/hot weather tomorrow! :D
Sentosa tomorrow! Ignore love in a lapdance, pray for super good/hot weather tomorrow! :D
十月围城
posted on Sunday, December 27, 2009
Bodyguards and Assassins is yet another awesome movie to catch :D Love how there are huge HK stars at every part of the movie although most only had small parts in the whole movie. And the fight scenes are so good, got me all glued to the screen though I'm already very much near the screen. I wished I had a better seat then I wouldnt have to strain my eyes and neck. D: But the whole movie ended with the leads dead ):
Leon Lai died an ugly man. HAHAHA
:D:D:D
Leon Lai died an ugly man. HAHAHA
:D:D:D
It's the fall from glory
posted on Friday, December 25, 2009
Spent Christmas' Eve's Eve at Yvonne's place. Good food, fun and people :)
And first hour of Christmas' Eve by the river :D
Caught Avatar today! Pretty awesome movie, love it
Sometimes things happen unexpectedly, mood swings, and the wrong words came at the wrong time. I admit I was upset.
Shameful is not my middle name, when I put aside my pride, I wish I would get it back someday. Because there's nothing wrong with this.
I'm proud of you and I wish you were too.
And first hour of Christmas' Eve by the river :D
Caught Avatar today! Pretty awesome movie, love it
Sometimes things happen unexpectedly, mood swings, and the wrong words came at the wrong time. I admit I was upset.
Shameful is not my middle name, when I put aside my pride, I wish I would get it back someday. Because there's nothing wrong with this.
I'm proud of you and I wish you were too.
your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
posted on Wednesday, December 23, 2009
I'm in the midst on an online discussion with my EID groupmates, 50% attendance, great. And I dint really do any research for solar cells as I promised to do, so I'm going to bullshit later, and pretend I'm so good at it. HAHAHA.
One republic's songs really give me chills. But I'm loving them :)
Christmas party tomorrow. I'm not having the Christmas mood. And I got the most dreaded christmas gift ever-Chocolates. Dont want, I bring home and eat ): I'm not looking forward to this year's christmas party though. But I know I will enjoy the shopping with the babies before that :D
Training today, I ran one round BR in slippers. Haha, cui. more running to come. I hope no one will be late tomorrow, me inclusive D: I'm fucking tired. And I see this meeting will not end that early. Omg. Eyes. Closing. Omg cannot take it. Can someone switch off my modem accidentally. Then I can pretend I dc-ed and cannot come back. ): I cannot understand what they talking about. My brain is dead. I am super tired. That ahpui text me halfway fall asleep. How can. I need to escape this. I'm hungry. Tomorrow training at 8!
Ahpui, save me, where art thou. D:
One republic's songs really give me chills. But I'm loving them :)
Christmas party tomorrow. I'm not having the Christmas mood. And I got the most dreaded christmas gift ever-Chocolates. Dont want, I bring home and eat ): I'm not looking forward to this year's christmas party though. But I know I will enjoy the shopping with the babies before that :D
Training today, I ran one round BR in slippers. Haha, cui. more running to come. I hope no one will be late tomorrow, me inclusive D: I'm fucking tired. And I see this meeting will not end that early. Omg. Eyes. Closing. Omg cannot take it. Can someone switch off my modem accidentally. Then I can pretend I dc-ed and cannot come back. ): I cannot understand what they talking about. My brain is dead. I am super tired. That ahpui text me halfway fall asleep. How can. I need to escape this. I'm hungry. Tomorrow training at 8!
Ahpui, save me, where art thou. D:
My past should not be any sign of your future
posted on Monday, December 21, 2009
Staying up with killer fatigue, eyes closing. -.- So glad I can finally take a break tomorrow and just rot at home. Need to download some apps to keep me entertained. Trainings had been burning me out. I can hardly survive past 11 o' clock and now its 1. I actually struggled to keep myself awake for that long when I could have slept. ):
ilmbmmmm :)
ilmbmmmm :)
When you're dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part
posted on Tuesday, December 15, 2009
I'm back from Penang! After a night of almost 12 hours of sleep, I'm still tired. Having flu and a bad cough. I've been coughing so much that my head felt like splitting. D:
This trip had really been an experience, good or bad, its definitely a lesson learnt. At least the girls didnt come home empty handed, a gold and bronze for 10-women crew. I'm so proud that our small boat is doing better and better. From how we used to be out of the top three to gradually moving into the top three. But many strong opponents are up and coming, this race definitely let us see how strong and threatening they are. Need. to. train. harder.
Other than that, my heart had been heavy throughout this trip. Many thoughts were running. At times, I'm just sitting there, thinking of the same thing over and over again, trying to get things right, trying very hard to convince myself that what I'm doing is right. I'm suppressing everything, can you tell. Because I'm afraid of the consequences. I'm afraid of history repeating itself.
bilanymtae,
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that I can confess
This trip had really been an experience, good or bad, its definitely a lesson learnt. At least the girls didnt come home empty handed, a gold and bronze for 10-women crew. I'm so proud that our small boat is doing better and better. From how we used to be out of the top three to gradually moving into the top three. But many strong opponents are up and coming, this race definitely let us see how strong and threatening they are. Need. to. train. harder.
Other than that, my heart had been heavy throughout this trip. Many thoughts were running. At times, I'm just sitting there, thinking of the same thing over and over again, trying to get things right, trying very hard to convince myself that what I'm doing is right. I'm suppressing everything, can you tell. Because I'm afraid of the consequences. I'm afraid of history repeating itself.
bilanymtae,
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kind of boring
Need something that I can confess
you're such a turn off
posted on Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Who says you have to be brown to be Peanut :)
I still have the same words for you 'Fuck off and too bad'
lmfbs! csmmh :)
I still have the same words for you 'Fuck off and too bad'
lmfbs! csmmh :)
posted on Sunday, December 06, 2009
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I'm finally free from exams though now I have to start worrying about my results ): Went for trainings this weekend! And heading to penang soon! :)
Anyway, I chiong home after training today. Feels so shiok to be at home in the afternoon. I had lunch, and nap till dinner time before waking up for dinner. But I was too ful to finish my dinner. And my dinner is quite nice ):
And now I'm lazing around, watching tv, surfing the net on the bed. Wheee~
And tomorrow I will have the whole day at home, what should I do.
I'm finally free from exams though now I have to start worrying about my results ): Went for trainings this weekend! And heading to penang soon! :)
Anyway, I chiong home after training today. Feels so shiok to be at home in the afternoon. I had lunch, and nap till dinner time before waking up for dinner. But I was too ful to finish my dinner. And my dinner is quite nice ):
And now I'm lazing around, watching tv, surfing the net on the bed. Wheee~
And tomorrow I will have the whole day at home, what should I do.
posted on Friday, December 04, 2009
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Futile attempt to study at Starbucks today ): It was too cold and my iced vanilla latte just doesnt taste right )):
BUT! Lamb shank at nydc for dinner :D And cakes from Big O.
I think I will die again tomorrow. Within couple of exam weeks, I died so many times. D:
Futile attempt to study at Starbucks today ): It was too cold and my iced vanilla latte just doesnt taste right )):
BUT! Lamb shank at nydc for dinner :D And cakes from Big O.
I think I will die again tomorrow. Within couple of exam weeks, I died so many times. D:
how did we get so mean
posted on Wednesday, December 02, 2009
I'm beginning to think that no one else in the family will come back home to a sleeping family except me. Because seems like no matter what time they come home, I'll be awake. Son las dos en punto de la manana, my dad just came home, I think he's drunk cause he came into my room, twice, within a span of 5 mintute to ask the same question.
Anyway, had spanish paper in the evening, the only paper I completed 99%,1% from forgetting what is sunday in spanish. Tsk. Hope I can do well and pull my pathetic gpa up. But I think this sem, my other mods will pull the already cui gpa down down down. ):
Last paper to go! WHooooo.
Anyway, had spanish paper in the evening, the only paper I completed 99%,1% from forgetting what is sunday in spanish. Tsk. Hope I can do well and pull my pathetic gpa up. But I think this sem, my other mods will pull the already cui gpa down down down. ):
Last paper to go! WHooooo.
eres bella
posted on Monday, November 30, 2009
Hola! Yo soy happy por que tengo dos mas papels! :)
[HAHAHA, the above is a tryveryhardtocomeupwith spanish sentence]
Anyway, I found my ipod. :D :D I think my crumpler has a secret compartment. Cause I swear it wasnt there then. Creeepy. So I'm happy :D
2034 is horrid. ShitzxZXxz.
And my ipod played an awesomezx song by nickelback :))
Back to mi libros :3
[HAHAHA, the above is a tryveryhardtocomeupwith spanish sentence]
Anyway, I found my ipod. :D :D I think my crumpler has a secret compartment. Cause I swear it wasnt there then. Creeepy. So I'm happy :D
2034 is horrid. ShitzxZXxz.
And my ipod played an awesomezx song by nickelback :))
Back to mi libros :3
Speeding Cars
posted on Saturday, November 28, 2009
And you know I love you, yeah.
1. I lost my ipod. Fantastico.
2. I had nonya dinner for the first time yesterday.
3. I cooked today's dinner :)
4. I dozed off, woke up sweating, thank god there's aircon and coffee.
5. Where's my fucking ipod.
6. Adam Lambert! :D
7. I need my sugar.
Life's sucks. When there's a gain, there will be a loss and vice versa isnt it. My ipod must be making way for future iphone. Might be a blessing in disguise.
T.T I miss you although ure ugly as hell.
hs,yhbsas :3
Friends, lovers or nothing
posted on Thursday, November 26, 2009
Okay, I hate myself. Its past midnight, I have a paper tomorrow morning and I have one whole chunk of topic untouched, I still found time to blog. HAHAHAH :)
Anyway, I hate the shujianjun, I cant see his tiny and illegible handwriting from online lects and I cant understand him ): I'm DOOMED. But I'm going to stay up as late as my eyes and brain can take and try to absorb as much as possible cause I realised, sleeping early doesnt help in my memory anyway. Experience came from this morning's paper. More than half the duration of the paper, I spent it people watching, flipping my papers and grabbing my head. I'm DOOMED. I'm so sure I would db, I started thinking of ways to make the submission of my answer script a void like writing the wrong matriculation number. Possible? Hahaha. Okay I'm starting to feel a little sleepy.
After tomorrow's math paper I'd have 4 days break to prepare for 2004 and espanol! :)) Cant wait for the break, consecutive papers are deadly.
Okay back to Laplace.
Anyway, I hate the shujianjun, I cant see his tiny and illegible handwriting from online lects and I cant understand him ): I'm DOOMED. But I'm going to stay up as late as my eyes and brain can take and try to absorb as much as possible cause I realised, sleeping early doesnt help in my memory anyway. Experience came from this morning's paper. More than half the duration of the paper, I spent it people watching, flipping my papers and grabbing my head. I'm DOOMED. I'm so sure I would db, I started thinking of ways to make the submission of my answer script a void like writing the wrong matriculation number. Possible? Hahaha. Okay I'm starting to feel a little sleepy.
After tomorrow's math paper I'd have 4 days break to prepare for 2004 and espanol! :)) Cant wait for the break, consecutive papers are deadly.
Okay back to Laplace.
Lesson learnt
posted on Tuesday, November 24, 2009
I know its not the new year yet but I'm going to set new year resolutions now.
1. I MUST ATTEND ALL LECTURES AND TUTORIALS RELIGIOUSLY (thats if they are not after a 3 hours break)
2. PRINT ALL LECTURE NOTES/TUTORIALS(BRINGING THEM TO CLASS INCLUDED)
3. TAKE NOTES IN LECTURES INSTEAD OF SLEEPING
4. DO TUTORIALS AT HOME
5. ATTEND ONLINE LECTURES AND DO REVISIONS DAILY
I SWEAR I THINK I WILL DO ALL THAT.
And I'm saying this because I know I'm so scewed for my two papers tomorrow and the day after. I have no idea what I am studying and I have to start from scratch because my lecture notes are either not printed or empty. Bless me that I will miraculously figure my way out during my two papers. Like some formulaes which will appear in my head for me to scribble in my answer booklet. I have no time, no chance, but I do have alot of faith and belief. HAHAHA, I believe that I can do this, even without much studying. As long as I believe in myself, my brain is powerful enough to bring me through this oncoming disaster, isnt it.
Great, so I moved on to facebook :D
HAHAHA just kidding.
icl,iliwy~ :)
1. I MUST ATTEND ALL LECTURES AND TUTORIALS RELIGIOUSLY (thats if they are not after a 3 hours break)
2. PRINT ALL LECTURE NOTES/TUTORIALS(BRINGING THEM TO CLASS INCLUDED)
3. TAKE NOTES IN LECTURES INSTEAD OF SLEEPING
4. DO TUTORIALS AT HOME
5. ATTEND ONLINE LECTURES AND DO REVISIONS DAILY
I SWEAR I THINK I WILL DO ALL THAT.
And I'm saying this because I know I'm so scewed for my two papers tomorrow and the day after. I have no idea what I am studying and I have to start from scratch because my lecture notes are either not printed or empty. Bless me that I will miraculously figure my way out during my two papers. Like some formulaes which will appear in my head for me to scribble in my answer booklet. I have no time, no chance, but I do have alot of faith and belief. HAHAHA, I believe that I can do this, even without much studying. As long as I believe in myself, my brain is powerful enough to bring me through this oncoming disaster, isnt it.
Great, so I moved on to facebook :D
HAHAHA just kidding.
icl,iliwy~ :)