i really wish i could turn back time.
back to then when there's no misunderstandings between the j1 and j2 gurls.
yes, we have to admit that our impression of seniors swayed with every comment.
and i believe it happens for the seniors too.
back then when there's still no buddy system, we dun talk to the snrs, they dun talk to us.
we fear them during trgs and do wadeva we were told.
buddy system came about.
we got attached to seniors.
that's when we became closer.
our first self trg, i had so much fun lar.
sitting at the grandstand after the trg to crap.
the j1s all agree that we felt closer to the snrs.
i still thot everything will get better and not for the worse.
second self trg, we still sat and watch the rugby match b4 trg starts.
we dun seem to have the barrier between us.
i really dunno wad misunderstandings that had changed the situation to a real awkward one.
now, i can only hope that everything can become better after this trash talk we had today.



trg was usual.
cold cold day.
10 women boat is slow!
ahh.. i cant row well. haish.

nvms.


yay. tml gg buddybuddy place for movie marathon!
hehehe. gonna turn her place udside down! yayy!






p.s to any snrs reading our blogs, i believe blogging is only our way of vending our frustrations but we definitely wanna salvage the current situation. cos we still wan the good old times when we dared to joke with you all. (: