AHHH. suddenly feel like blogging.
had been reading others' entries on trainings.
had been missing out alot.

haven cox for dunno how long.
doubt i can help out with the coxing during sports carnival.
neither can i drum. dammit.

please use me! ): i feel so useless.

BUTBUT,i dun wan to do paperworks!
aiyer,act i have no choice also.

nehneh,juniors must have seen me as some slacker who skips trainings for no reasons.
seniors too ba.
this sucks.


my paddle is still leaning by the wall.
wonder when's the next time i'll put it to use again.
or till then, its time to return to the school. ):

crap. homework's piling. too much till i cant bother to even look at them.
trying to clear me math hw first.
oh, i still owe miss teo a parent's letter.
nehnehs.
i hate to know that i have so many things left undone!!
get off me YOUUUUU!


since then, i have yet to sit down and thought about the prob i am facing.
i need to clear my 'debt' and start afresh!
even as im saying this, i dun feel the motivation to fulfil my statement.
man, im so dead.
ALL PLAY BUT NO WORK has become my daily indulgence.
i need to wake up.
yes, NEED. not MUST or WANT.
meaning whether i wakes up in the end is uncertain.
yay.




I NEED THE DRIVE. gimme some.