MY LIFE IS HIDEOUS.
FULL OF ATTEMPTS AGAINST MOTHER NATURE.
WHEN I FAIL, I CRASH AND BREAK.
I FEEL THE ADRENALINE RUSH.
THE SHAME I BROUGHT UPON MYSELF ALL THESE YEARS, ALMOST MADE ME BREAK DOWN.
I LIVED A LIFE NO ONE COULD EVER IMAGINE. AND THAT REFERS TO THE LIFE IN ME-FULL OF TRAGIC.
EVERYONE FIGHTS FOR THEMSELVES. FIGHT FOR WHAT IS BEST FOR THEM.
MAYBE I SHOULD STOP DAYDREAMING. BECAUSE IT JUST MAKES ME UNREAL.