FEELING RATHER FUCKED UP INSIDE.
FIRSTLY, I FAILED MY DRIVING TEST TODAY.
SECONDLY, MY PHONE IS HALF DEAD.
THIRDLY, MY DAD IS STILL KP-ING ABOUT ME SPENDING THOUSAND OVER ON HIS CREDIT CARD BECAUSE OF DRIVING. (I BET HE'S HOLDING A GRUDGE AGAINST ME FOR NOT PASSING THIS TIME ROUND, WHICH MEANS, I HAVE TO SPEND EVEN MORE)
LASTLY, THE CHALET THING IS SCREWING ME UP.
LET ME EVALUATE EACH FUCKING POINTS;
NUMBER ONE FAILURE-
TRAFFIC POLICE TEST.
I GOT A TESTER BY THE NAME OF POH AH S**N WHO IS A TOTAL DICKHEAD.
ISNT THE TEST SUPPOSE TO EVALUATE IF IM ABLE TO ENSURE SAFETY OF MYSELF, MY PASSENGERS AND OTHER ROAD USERS?
HOW THE FUCK WILL I ENDANGER THEIR LIVES AND END YOUR FUCKING PUNY LIFESPAN BY NOT ADJUSTING MY SEAT TO A DISTANCE YOU THINK I SHOULD? AND NOT CHECKING BLINDSPOT, WHICH FUCKING SPOT HAVE I NOT CHECKED?! AND CHECKING MIRRORS BEFORE MOVING OFF AND SLOWING DOWN, I FUCKING CHECKED THE 85% AND FOR THE 15% YOU DECIDE TO GIVE ME ENDLESS DEMERIT POINTS, FUCK YOU. AND HAVE YOU FELT UNSAFE, AT THE RISK OF ENDING UP IN A BAD CAR WRECK, OR HAVE YOUR HEART POPPING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH AND DROPPING TO YOUR DICK DURING THAT 30 MINUTES SITTING AS MY PASSENGER?! IS THAT 30 MINUTES EVEN ENOUGH TO DETERMINE MY ABILITY TO DRIVE, WITHOUT CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT EVERY TESTEE WILL BE NERVOUS?! DID I SPEND A FUCKING 156 BUCKS FOR YOU TO SIT BESIDE ME TO LOOK AS IF YOU CANT WAIT TO GET OFF THE MOMENT YOU GET ON? FUCKING RESPECT ME AND START TO TAKE YOUR JOB SERIOUSLY AND LEARN TO GIVE THE BENEFIT OF DOUBT YOU BASTARD. I WOULDNT SPEND THOUSAND BUCKS TO LET YOU FAIL ME IN A MINUTE, AND I GOT A FUCKING 28 DEMERIT POINTS NOT 30, AND YOUR SCRIBBLES ON MY PAPER IS NOT BENEFICIAL FOR MY NEXT ATTEMPT AT ALL, AND YOU THINK I CAN FUCKING HEAR WHAT YOU'RE SAYING WHEN YOU'RE PANTING 2 BREATHES BETWEEN EACH WORD? ITS ONLY LEVEL 3 AND YOU'RE PANTING LIKE FUCK?! YOU SHOULD JUST GLADLY RETIRE, TAKE YOUR CPF AND GET A GOOD HOSPITAL WARD RESERVED. GO TO HELL. BURN. YEAH.
NUMBER TWO;
MY PHONE IS SPOILT, PERIOD.
NUMBER THREE;
MY MUM JUST CASUALLY TOLD MY DAD THAT MY PHONE IS SPOILT AND THE FIRST THING HE DID WAS TO DENY THAT TRUTH. HE JUST THINKS THAT MY PHONE IS FINE, AND I JUST SPEND SO MUCH ON DRIVING, AND HE IS NOT GOING TO GET ME A NEW ONE. SO MUCH FOR THAT, HE'S STILL ON THE ISSUE THAT I CANT PASS ON FIRST ATTEMPT = WASTING HIS MONEY WHICH HE COULD HAVE BETTER SPENT ON HIS BALLS(GOLFBALLS, FOOTBALLS)MY PARENTS JUST CANT SEEM TO BE ABLE TO GIVE ME A SLIGHTEST BIT OF PEACE. SO WHAT IF I FAILED MY TP, I FUCKING WANT TO PASS IT ON MY FIRST ATTEMPT, MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE. AND I HOPE BOTH OF YOU CAN UNDERSTAND THAT, TRYING TO SHOW THAT YOUR 30 ODD YEARS OF DRIVING EXPERIENCE WILL HELP ME PASS MY TP IS JUST REDUNDANT BECAUSE I PAY TO GO TO SCHOOL TO LEARN. GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD AND IF YOU'RE ABLE TO GET ME CHEAPER DRIVING LESSONS GO AHEAD, DONT BLAME ME AS IF I WERE THE ONE WHO SET THOSE LESSON RATES
NUMBER LAST-
CHALET EMAIL IS SENT. REGARDING HOW MUCH TO PAY AND SUCH, PLEASE GO READ. I'VE REALLY LOST THE ENTHUSIASM TO PLAN AND EVERYTHING. SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO PLAN, AND ONLY ENJOY BEING FED WITH INFORMATIONS AND INSTRUCTIONS. REALLY FED UP. I BET THIS IS NOT THE END, THERE WIL BE MORE PROBLEMS DURING THE CHALET ITSELF. CANT WAIT~ RIGHT..
FRUSTRATIONS ACCUMULATES AND IS HARD TO GET RID. DONT BLAME ME IF YOU DECIDE PISSED ME OFF AT THE END OF THE DAY TO CONCLUDE MY UNPLEASANT DAY.
AND, WHEN IM PISSED OFF, DONT NUDGE ME ON MSN AND GO OFFLINE, I DONT FUCKING CARE IF YOUR INTERNET GOT DISCONNECTED OR WHAT. ILL SWEAR AT YOU TILL YOU DROP DEAD.
AND ONE LAST THING, THE MOST IMPORTANT THING, MY PHONE IS SPOILT AND I WANT TO LISTEN TO MUSIC WHEN IM OUTSIDE TRAVELLING AND I DONT HAVE A FUCKING MP3 SO AFTER TRYING TO PLUCK IN MY EARPIECE FOR 50 TIMES, CHANCES IS THAT I MAY BE ABLE TO CONNECT IT TO MY PHONE. SO I WOULD NOT FUCKING WASTE MY ENERGY TO PLUCK IT OUT TO PICK UP YOUR NONSENSICAL, UNNECESSARY PHONE CALL ASKING RETARDED QUESTIONS AND SPEND ANOTHER 10 MINUTES TRYING TO GET MY EARPIECE IN PLACE. AND I CANT PICK UP CALLS USING MY EARPIECE BTW, CAUSE MY PHONE IS SPOILT. GET THAT IN YOUR BRAINS AND DONT FUCKING ASK ME WHY I REJECTED YOUR CALLS, CAUSE I SPEND NO TIME FOR OTHERS BUT MYSELF.
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