Okay, I just complained to my dad that I never had a laptop for school. And I think I made hime guilty cause he came back to me after like an hour and asked if I really need a laptop for school. I dont know how to answer man. I dont know if I need one or want one. But I'm currently using my brother's laptop because the previous one he passed down to me is cui until cmi. But I fear one thing. That after his army, if he goes to uni, he will need the laptop right, then he will get a new one and pass me this again! I dont want. The bad thing about being the youngest in the family is that you get all the second/third/fourth hand stuff. I dont like. D:

I want my macbook. But there are so many other things in my priority list. Hopes that my mum will tio the toto this coming friday! After that day I was told about the 10m prize money, I kept thinking about it. Like imagining if I happen to buy the winning numbers and get the millions. :D

Let me share my unrealistic dream man. Let say I got 3 million prize. (I would be damn fucking high man!) 2 million to my family and bank. One million to myself! whoo~
130k for my cooper cabrio(!!! :D), 2k$ for my EOS 450D plus lens,3-4k for braces, 3k for macbook air! Then I wil get my ipod touch and what else. By then I would run out of things to buy! Maybe I'll get 3k$ worth of camera and lens. And start my collection of toy cameras! My Dianas, Lomos, Holgas, polaroids, Fed 1 2 3 4 5, Kievs, Zenits, Zorkis and whatever, just give me everything baby! Ill fucking get an account on flickr then cause its free! :) Then then, I'll stock up my wardrobe and get alot of shoes! I think till then I will still have half a million left. HAHA, great! I can be so damn happy just dreaming away. :D

But now, my closest target is to get a DSLR. DSLR DSLR DSLR, I think I will chant this to bed tonight. o.o