I have this weird feeling. So weird that I have so much emotions now but I dont know how to put them in words.
Actually I think I'm sad and pathetic.
Why do i have to take this shit.
Having one of those late night moodswings and realising how reality is against how I work. Is there anything I can do. Perhaps tomorrow when I wake up I will not remember the pain but then again it will always be there. God, I hate being emotional. Sigh.
Land training today. I think I hurt my right shoulder after military press. Feeling slight pain, hope it will be well tomorrow.
Nothing I can do
but close my eyes and watch us dance,
together,
underneath the cherry moon