I went back to my old mails and searched for the hate mail I sent to the mermaid years back, 2 years back to be exact. Everything feels like yesterday, just that the angst wasnt there anymore. Lucky my language wasnt very childish, haha, but after reading the mail, I felt that I could have handled the situation better which would be have put me at her level. Sending emails to iron things out, like o-m-g. HAHAHA, if she had known that no matter how good or bad the thrash talks will be, how she managed to churn out a touching-oh-my-gosh-im-a-victim-and-everyone-is-bullying-me-sobs email, the outcome will still be the same, she wouldnt have bothered. HAHAHA, its hilarious looking back, going all out not to do anything but to kick her out. Okay, I shall not speak for the team, there are neutral ones in the team. I speak for myself. :) But I still cant get over the fact that we didnt screw her for the various ari*l-is-exceptionally-guai-lan incidentsss. I better censor the name, if not I might get spam with hate mails, and ch might get assasinated in school.



And I've learnt, whether your attitude is good or bad, your face kiam pa anot, just do what you're supposed to do, that is just whack during trainings, then nobody can say anything about you. Cause I realised people who get picked on are those everyone thinks are always jia zhuaing. So solution is, shut up and train. Cant wait for trainings to resume! :)



Sidenote, there are too many sleepyheads around me, at 2.34am, it seems insane to be awake. Wake up people, and let's drink till dawn. Saturday night, pardon me if I fall asleep before dawn though.


Ahh, back to scrapbook.

p.s radio at this time plays fantastic songsss :D Bohemian Rhapsody! :))