Sunburnt TTM. So red, skin so raw. Blame that ungodly training time.

If I had to, I'd fight for the best for my team and not for the best for myself.
If I cant even do that, I rather I dont have that ability to do so. I'm not there to just do your shitjobs.

Sometimes I get tired, tired of having to many things bothering me. I just want to take the back seat sometimes and not be bothered. I dont want to see or know the ugly side. I just want to be a rower with no responsibilities. Dont tell us we are a family, show us that we are. When was anyone given the rights without having to go through a guilt trip. I'm not doing good enough but I'm sick of trying. Trying so hard to be spontaneous, to be worker. Truth is I'm a bummer and I enjoyed being one. I wanted to chuck all responsibilities aside today so badly and just do what I want to do. I'm waiting for this sem to end, just hoping I wont quit on the team before it ends.



Another day of training tomorrow. Life gets a little boring. Its just school and training. Many 21st parties next weekend.



I've always been a dreamer,
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I'm coming down,
Wont you be my solid ground


lmbttm :D